Maybe I am....a cynic!!

Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If he isn't there the first time you need him, chances are you won't be needing him again.

~Dilbert.

My version of this:-

Needing someone is like needing a parachute. He will surely be there the first time you need him. But when you will fly to the greater heights assuming you have a parachute, you will never have one!

After reading this you might call me a cynic!!

I realized may be I am!

To be very honest there are times when I think selfishness motivates all the human actions and in most of the cases people hide this selfishness under the smart cover of being practical. In this logic driven world everything needs some logic or a strong base. The way we need reason to believe people, we need equally good reason to disbelieve them.There was a time when I was naive, immature and innocent, always trying to find something good even in worst of situation and in everyone around.

Away from the reality, living in beautiful myth....

I believed in people around. I confided in them.

But at the time of need they changed. At the times when they should stand besides me they showed back. They camouflaged like chameleons. They shattered the trust I had in them. They devastated the innocence within me. They made me skeptical over their intensions and motives.

The bad experiences I had probably broke the fascinating image of this world and showed me the grisly reality. They unmasked the real wicked face of the people around.

They made it difficult for me to believe.

So I admit I am cynic but am I the one to be blamed for this? :(