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When I make wrong assumptions, no justifications can be valid. It hurts when the people you consider to be your very best friends treat you as a mere aquaintance. It really hurts.

And there's no point crying. My tears never meant anything to anyone. Its best to distance yourself from people who'd never consider you close enough.

There's something seriously wrong with me. I make the same mistakes over and over again. I'm a poor learner. Over-attachment to living and non-living entities is bad. I have to stop being an emotional fool.