Sunday, September 5, 2010

Scattered pieces............

I dont know if it is typical male dumbness or what ....but you dont even understand just what all you have ruined for me....can you understand....resigining yourself to the kind of future others have carved out for you ...but looking forward to the kind of present you can make for yourself...knowing that your tomorrow is not yours...but you can live your today the way you want to....wanting desperately to live your today to the fullest the way you want so that tomorrow you go and do your duty which has been chosen for you.

Then someone comes along and it all changes.....someone comes along and shows you dreams...shows you the kind of future you can have then cruelly snatches it away from you ....whats more...in cruelly snatching that away...he makes living the future that was carved out for you even harder...because now you have turned into a cold bitter woman....who cannot love anyone again...because now you have this, to remember life long.

Then the icing on the cake...this person ruins your today too....so that nothing is left for tomorrow....today too you cannot live the way you want....your today is getting wasted picking up the pieces of your life...by the time you pick up all the pieces that are scattered on the floor...the time will come for you to hand over all these pieces to someone else...to arrange them in the way they want 2........

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You never know if that person is not that bad. When it comes to human heart, it is too complicated to understand. I don't know if you are on talking terms with you or not, but if he cares for you, understands you, you should be thankful to God for an understanding relationship.
That 'some other' to whom you would commit yourself, might just be the right person for you.