Anger in me

This ill temper I have is making me mad

I blow up and I don’t know why I become sad

I wish I could handle my anger at night

I wish for just a moment I could love them right
I wish my attitude would just go away

I wish my anger would stay at bay

The mind set I have for life has to change

The feelings I have need not exchange
I feel the hurt deep down inside

And I wish you could see alright

The rage that is emerging

Comes out when it is least hunted
I realize it’s nothing but annoyance

That’s fetching a threat to my existence

I may end up destroying who I am

Or I may happen to become who I shouldn’t be